Such as lotus heart

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Suchasthedreamofthelotusofthenighttodoabeautifuldream,thedreamisreallybeautiful,letmepausefornostalgia.IfIcanjustkeepdoingitthemoregood,evenforeverdon'twakeuptosleepdreamassociation.Idreamtthathewasstubbornandstubborntookme,steppedoutofthecrowd.Thehandhasbeenrestingonmyshoulders,deepandsolemnexpression,thefullblameandhidewithjealousy.Iaminthecrowd,reallytoolivelyandcheerful,andthefriendtochatwiththefriendtogether.Allhappyfacesarewrittenontheface,seemstotreateachperson,thereisaunspeakablelovehidden,butseemstohavenothingatall.

Iwassohappy,Iwasrunningandjumpingtothinkofdoing.EventheeyesoftheeyesoftherestofthetimeIdonothavetimetogivehim.Hefinallyunbearablecametomyside,andfinallythehandsomefaceemergeoutofenvythehalo,andfinallyhandrestingonmyshoulderholdmeoutofthecrowd,thatpostureandeyeseemstotelltheworld,don'ttouchme.Iusetheconfusedeyestoseehim,Idon'tunderstandthemomentIhopethearrivalofthemoment.Thedreamofthemomentcanneverstaythereforever,don'tbetoofaraway,juststaythere,stayinmyheartandlovethenearestplace.

Think,thisdreamisshort,butapleterecordoftheIthisyearlifeandmind.Thatmanisgoodtome,butalsofrommygoodfar,oupythemind,isthedominantmood.Istartedtothepeoplearoundusisverygood,oftensaythatsomeofthefunoflikeandmiss,oasionallyalsojokewithhimsaidontheoneortwo.Itothepeoplearoundusisconcerned,anddependence,oasionallycaresabouthim,saidthesentenceoftenderness,oasionallytohesprinkleacharming,askforsomeunusualandseeminglyverymonlove.Idon'tknowifhecanseesomethinginmyeyes,Idon'tknowwhetherIcancheatornot.Maybeyouarewondering,perhapsyoudonotcareaboutthisthing,itisonlyamatterofmyownmind.

Icriedinmyheart,itisthelifeIwantayearago,paredtothosewhoarenotpaleandcarelessyears,canhavesuchasectionofthemind,butalsoaverybeautifulthing.Iknowthedreamhecouldneverdreamtobelikeme,anddoomedthisperiodwouldberesiduallotuswillfade.Timeflies,timechanges,nomatterhowIstay,summerwillbethelast,themindwillbewritteninthetext,alwaysstayintheIlovesummer.Severalyearslater,andthenrecallatthemomentoftheirown,perhapsallmindsareblurred.Icouldhardlythinkofthesedaysandsostupidlove.

Perhaps,thissummeristoohot,soyoucanunderstandthetemperatureinalotusencounterjoy.Thisisthesurroundingenvironmentthemostbeautifulscenery,howcanletmenotheart,besidesthewindblowsover,thelotuswilltomenodintheclearwaterandwind,Iseemtoseehimsmilingatme.Sometimes,Iwillbeselfishtothinkheissmilingatme,nomatterhowmanytouristsaround,Iwillbesoselfishbelievethathissmileonlybelongtomeaperson.Sometimes,Iwillbeverypessimisticanddisappointed,Iwillalwaysbeinacasualmomenttothink,heisjustabeautifulfairytaleinmylife.Hewastheflowerofallthepeopleonthesurfaceofthelake.Hewasboundtobeaompaniedbyhislife,andIwasjustoneofthemostextraordinaryandordinarypeopleinahurry.WhenIeback,hemayhavefotten,Icametolooklike.

Ihavenoconfidenceinmyself,whenIcameback,stillcansolovethelotus.Whenthewindblows,hetowardotherpeoplesmile,Iwillbecauseofpainacidmeaningandwanttogiveupthislotus.Whenthedayapageandapageturnedover,Icaninthewateryyears.Heleftapieceofpureland,Iwassolovethesoulplaced?Timewillgivemeaneatanswer,butmyguessis,hewilllikewitheverypassingdayandlostallfeeling,disappearedinmylife,Icanleavejustafeelingoflove,thoughtitwaspainpaininthecool.

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